yo hi, been doin quite a bit of reflection the past few days...kinda realised tt i've been entangling myself in my own bloody emotional web...4getting that there are other practical objectives in life. c'mon Su, snap out of it...you've been thru this time and again...and u've blogged abt this entanglement time and again...it's time u learn to breathe Su..some things are meant to be left as it is...

Su, you've got high expectations of yourself, great dreams, great passions...y can't u juz focus on those? you're on your way su...u gotta push urself to reach the peak..it's a long way to go, but it's way worth the journey, rather than sitting on your ass reflecting unnecessarily about some shit wic you can let go(wic obviously you dun want to). But you've got to, it's the onli way.....

well, dasen if you're reading this, im glad to haf ya around dudie!! we can connect. (but obviously you wun be reading this anytime soon...cos in a few hours time, gonna haf rockopolo OGL camp...nyehehe...) we're sailing on uncharted seas dasen and it juz feels gr8 to haf company la basically...but sooner or later, you've gotta liberate your soul babe! and as for myself...i tink i'll let mine float aimlessly, never touching the ground nor will it reach the sky....

and oh btw, xmas eve was super rockopolo...catch it at Jeff's and Germaine's blog..all there...all our love contained in the 2 heavenly blogs..heh...

"i'll b there 4 u always
i'll give my heart in disguise
i'll leave the web floating aimlessly
neither touching Earth nor reaching The Heavens"

CGODYSSEY

We were unknown to one another
but we converged like brothers and sisters
some call it luck or coincidence
but i believe there are special reasons

And orientation
has brought us together
to seek our adventure

It's a chance of a lifetime
It's a pleasure of mine
Won't waste it this time

(Chorus)
Wanna dance wif you forever
come join me don't say never
cheesecake gobblers
always and forever

you're the music in my life
beauty in my eyes
you mesmerize
with you it's paradise

Outings and homestays brought us closer
never will forget those cherry sweet moments
when we're together it's hard to keep sober
cos CG drowns me with euphoria like Baron's

It's oh so beautiful
we're simply so colourful
like posters in palettes

It's a chance of a lifetime
it's a pleasure of mine
Won't waste it this time and

(Chorus)

Bridge
I could have hooked up wif Cabrera
could have hooked up wif Alba babe
but i'm glad, im glad, im glad
i've got my CG...my CG...my CG

(Chorus till end)

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"juz make urself a bloody fotograph
please go on
laugh at me...yes go on
laugh at the fool i am"

"21 December 2005"

heh..here goes the next verse and next prechorus..

Verse 2

"Outings and homestays brought us closer
never will forget those cherry sweet moments
when we're together it's hard to keep sober
cos CG drowns me with euphoria like Baron's"

Pre-chorus 2

"It's oh so beautiful
we're simply so colourful
like posters in palettes

It's a chance of a lifetime
it's a pleasure of mine
Won't waste it this time and"

(Chorus)

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heh..the end of the song's cumin soon..tmr will be the last part..so yea..catcha guys..ciaoz..darn..(still haven get xmas prez...hehe..lazy me..)

"20 December 2005"

wassup babies!! yellow blue green....heh obviously not you primary colours eh? oh wat the heck...here's the chorus of my composition..

"Wanna dance wif you forever
come join me don't say never
cheesecake gobblers
always and forever

you're the music in my life
beauty in my eyes
you mesmerize
with you it's paradise"

take care..c u all when i c u all..whenever tt is la..:P

"19 December 2005"

yellow!! heh..today..kinda interesting..outta all places..went out wif my band dudez to a pet store...i can't believe Wei Sheng thinking of keeping a pet ah! hehe..but quite kewl la..the dwarf hamsters are damn adorable!! hehe...super...like balls liddat...tt u can flick and imagine them fly far far away...weeeee...heheh..basically..tts the onli intersting thing ah...

oh and also..kinda realise tt im not growing any younger..i shud learn to step outta my comfort zone and explore uncharted territories...where music is concerned..muz get more ppl to listen to us...i juz dun dare to go into the nite life...gah!

oh well..wadeva la...here's the 1st prechorus of CGODYSSEY...

"And orientation has brought us together
to seek our adventure
It's a chance of a life time
it's pleasure of mine
I won't waste it this time"

"18th December 2005"

oh wowee..wat the heck am i doin up so "early"...juz watched twilight zone..hehe...tis time round quite interesting la..but still as crap as eva...i've nutin to blog about today and maybe nutin else to blog about for the nxt 5 days or so til aft xmas..unless there's sumtink interesting la...(OH DAMN!! i missed ami n yumi on kids central todae..shit!!)...im juz gonna present a present to CG..in parts...it'll be a "5-part-prezzie"..so yea..

for every1 out there...feel free to enjoy my art...my music..my composition...

I call it CGODYSSEY

"We were unknown to one another
but we converged like brudders and sisters
some call it luck or coincidence
but i believe, there are special reasons"

"17 December 2005"

yossup...hi...whoah..looks like i wun b logging in to MSN anytime soon...or mayb never..sumtinks wrong wif it la...but doesn't matter anyway..im not on the com often...mayb about an hour everyday..so yeah...

performance at playroom yesterday...quite ok la...the stage was improved...looks kinda kewl wif the crystal ball thingy..makes us look lyk superstars...hehe...but i couldn't realli hear my bass la...i tink i nit sum monitors...but as always...we were felt but not seen...tink i'm gonna repeat that phrase over and over again...felt but not seen...it sux doesn't it? Laymen...sumtimes they dun give a shit about hus on stage...sumtimes they dun even appreciate...and it's kinda heartbreaking...oh well..i guess tts how it's like out there in the industry...if ppl dun like ur genre..they juz dun like it la...

but it's ok...i guess im willing to endure any crap...to break into Singapore's music industry and if possible...crack into the region...ever so proud to be a bassist..

ehehe..finnali was able to meet up wif weisheng today..he went for OBS...kinda missed him..his stupid jokes and all...wuz telling all about OBS..damn funni la his watch...as he was talking...i kinda regretted not going for the med checkup and all...it sounded realli fun..especialli the seaex...im so dying to kayak soon la...BUT!!! my membership expired ledi le...and it's quite ex to renew ah..gotta go all d way down to kallang...(tts my fav kayak spot)...OBS...realli kewl la...oh well..i din go for OBS...at least...weisheng bought me OBS polo T...nyehehe...like poser eh? but wat the heck...an extra t-shirt for me...=D

aiyah...ok la...feeling kinda sleepy..gonna finish up some designs...and then crash into bed...ehehhe..catcha guys around..take care ...


"i have an ambition
tt is to find a job
tt never requires me to work
for the rest of my lfe"

"14th December 2005"

gah..lazy to edit the HTML lah..hehe..sorri...

wooo...chalet was fun..n meaningful..seriously...hehe..basket..i cheated myself..i tot it was SAFRA changi la...but it's actualli SAF Holiday Chalet..argh!!! but it wuz still ok la..still quite big..but..plc no matter la...ppl matters...

yea..we were a big group la..so kinda hard to do stuff together..but the rockopolo part was going out in small groups...finally...i wuz able to realli walk around wif my dudez and haf a heart to heart talk about anytink and evrything...realli meaningful la...got to noe them way way better...and for once..no council work..it wuz plain slacking and having fun..heheh...

went cycling...to Changi V n back..went to beach...blah blah...hehehe...lotsa stuff la..and the cats around there were cute..super cute..hehe..a few of them..can't believe Alving actualli bought Friskies and fed them la...hehehe...realli realli adorable...

and during the camp..Kar Mun and Lai Yan were crazy la!!! Lai Yan...if ur reading this...get away from KARMUN!!!! she's bad influence...argh!! wat haf u learnt from her?!?!?! ehheheh...joking la...a bit of noise is good la ah..dumbo!!! or rather dumbu!! heheh...

but overall it wuz realli good...the conversations were crap...there were meaningful and deep ones too...the fun was elaborate...it's juz rockopolo la..

and btw...to Zhao Qi...thks for the chalet man!! and talks for being a buddy thruout the chalet...owe ya one man!!

to Yixin..thks for being the provider yah!! the food was fantastic...so lucky to haf ya preparing the food...your cooking woke me up la! heheh...

to Alvin...thks for managing us dudez...thks for organizing the retreat...we owe it to you...and job well done!! =)

hehehe and to all who came...thks for sparing some time to be present...your presence made a diff...=D

ok dudez...tts about the interesting stuff i've got...kinda lazy to blog la...but tts like the geist of it...heehhe...

take care..catcha arnd...ciaoz!!

"11 December 2005"

yossup...argh..as usual..did nutin todae...slacked the whole bloody day....watched Survivor live in the aftnn...realli not productive la todae...

but it's alrite...cos tmr, i'll b down for a chalet...(Officially it's called a Council Retreat) argh..but wat the heck...chalet is chalet...it'll be at my fav chalet...hehe...it's at SAFRA Changi...i tell u the chalets there are rockotockopolo man!! it's the whole shit bungalow man...auto air-con..3 rooms...2 bathrooms..humongous living room...huge tv...fantastic sound system..it's juz kewl ah...heheh..

well..finally we councillors get to play and relax...spend some slack time wif one another..we're always on the move 24/7..(sadly, our efforts arent realli appreciated by mani...but it's alrite!!)n now it's time to get down n PLAY!!!! sadly..i dun tink there's any kayak shack..even if there is..it'll b open kayak...open? FOR WAT?!?!? i want my red dancer or bandit!!! budden again..my membership also expire ledi le...ehhe..need to renew le..it's like 20++ shit bux argh..grrr...it's gonna be expired for quite some time i guess..nyeheh...

aiyah ok la...tink i gonna retire soon..gotta be at Tampines MRT at 9am tmr...heheh..lucky i noe a shorter route..if not gotta rot in the train for 2hrs..NO WAY MAN!! oh wells...catcha around..mayb? hehe..i'll b back on thurs...ciaozzio!!

"11 December 2005"

Heh...sorry yeah..i tink my blog skin html..i 4got put in the "date tag"...heheh..so date manual now...no wonder my entries looked kinda weird le..no dates..bah!!

oh yeah...garage sale at Taman Jurong CC as CIP..realli rocked man...we got more than we asked for..(at least for me la)..came there do CIP..end up get to perform oso!!! heheh..yeah..feels good to perform(as always)...the crowd wasn't realli "ON" ah...but wat the hell..i bet ppl were enjoying..well i knew that Mr Shanmugaratnam(our Education Minister) enjoyed our performance...heheh..well..it's alrite..music's good to your ears...

most of the time..musicians are "felt but not seen"...but it's alrite..at least they still feel us..hehe..rockopolo!!

well...sales...wasn't tt good la..total sales abt..err...100+...but most of it gg to the community chest la...yeah..it's alrite..at least we did our part for charity..yeah..rockpolo 6th Council...job well done!!! =D

heheh..i guess the fun part wuz during clear up...ehhe..we had excess live fishes left from the games booth...so we decided to throw it to some cat...hehehe...quite cute la...u see the cat eating...the fish head all crunch..body brutalized...and fish bodies were left lying around the area la..ehheh...all i know Wei Sheng was freaked man!! heheh..he damn drama la...ehhe...

oh well...it's realli enjoyable la...juz tt...$$ burned from cab fee..amps..guitar and all...but wat the heck...it was quite a good experience ah...err the keyword is "quite"..hehe..

see ya!! ciaoz!! take care!!

yossup...hehe...whoah..dinner was kewl...way kewl...my ferst time having steamboat actualli..it's realli kinda kewl...well...we cook our food on the spot....n we get to play wif food that others cook...but i tot it could haf been a lil more noisier during dinner juz now...hehehe...lardidum..

but tt wasn't realli "the highlight". It wuz the wackiest..craziest...scariest and freakiest mosquito and heart attack i've played in my whole freaking life la!!! there wuz like loadsa screaming man...JEFF!!! REI!!! u guys are freaks man!! i tot u were demure...guess i tot wrong man...u guys got like beasts lurking within ya...juz waiting to pounce...gah!! heheh...

heart attack was way wicked man!! i mean...when u scream "heart attack" its "HEART ATTACK!!!"....these dudez dun even scream the word!!! they juz went "AHHH!!!"...or"YOODLEEOOO"...sum jabberish language ah....buay tahan ah...i laughed like shit man....and rei was like shrieking la....HEART ATTACK!!! as if she kena attack by croc or sumtink...damn funni la!! freaks man!! super super funni....n i tot it's the 21st century..NOOO!!! i tot rong once again...ahhaha...

and the 2nd part of heart attack...was a "double set heart attack"...tt was way wicked!! again...i dun hear "HEART ATTACK"...sum alien lang came into play...and the best part was that...there wasn't one person screaming....

Jeff: HEART ATTACK!!!
All of us: *put hands in the middle*
Kenneth: AHHHH!!!!!
Germs: AHHHH!!!!!

i wuz like..wat the? then i started laughing like some mad cow!! rolling all over the floor..damn funni la!!! and throughout the whole game..my aim wasn't to get complete sets...my aim was to mess other sets...so i kept passing the discarded cards around...super funni....ehhehe..could stop laughing la...realli..was rolling on the floor la..crying...FREAKS!!! hahaha...but wuz realli realli fun..n FUNNI!! hehehe...how we turn the simplest crap into crap of all craps man...

bah...k la...my stomachs slightly cramp from juz now...nearly wanted to puke juz now..but nah...control babe! i'll catcha around someday..take care..ciaozzio!

hmm..this skin is realli realli flexible...woo..my kinda of thang..i can be random anytime i want..tts how i am..random..sux isn't it? can't help it la...im a fan of my lifestyle...

randomness is beautiful...i've the honour of embracing its beauty..
:D

whoah..its been overnite and im still hyped up....

tts cos yesterday was a double whammy for Zero Infinity...first time ever...a pop/alternative band(us) gets respect and appreciated...it feels realli great...gig at Palawan was rocking good!! i tink one of our best performance...felt sooo damn comfortable on stage...we're all grooving man...there was good vibe..everyone was in top form...although the turnout was kinda slow..but it's alrite...at least we were appreciated...and tts juz great..finally...all our efforts and passion's starting to pay off...and we're not stopping here man..we're going alllll thheeee waayyyy....it's not abt fame, not about money..it's about out passion..and it's about music...it's more than an industry...i believe music is life...

well palawan gig was one...performance at playroom was fuwah..superb man...customers and colleagues were very very supportive..got a couple of requests from the floor...hehe..lucky we could do 2/3...hehhe...but again..super top form man..super super..sound was good..atmosphere was good...people were appreciative..fuwah..there's nutin more i could ask for in any performance..it's good to see people so spontaneous..and the best part is knowing that we are the drive to make them spontaneous..it feels good..it's like doing charity work...but we dun provide money...but happiness, jive and groove to every1 around us...tts one of Zero Infinity's aim when we started our band...and i believe everytinks starting to fall into place...

Playroom's a realli good medium for us to practice...experiment...hype up crowd...build on our experience and mayb gain some contacts....im soo gonna cherish evry performance at playroom...Chris thanks for the opportunity man...we'll bring smiles to your customers..no doubt =D

oh well..my day yesterday was total performance..heh..fingers crammed (due to Only One..but it's ok..)...leg's kinda tired too.. but man..it's worth the cramps and aches...juz tinking of those smiles and cheers and "ENCORE!!" makes me high man...heroin won't stand a chance..ahah...guess we need a bit of time to rest b4 our next performance at playroom.

heh..and we welcome gigs...no problemo...i guess we're starting to be realli realli realli comfortable on stage...it's not such a big deal anymore as before...no biggie man...juz play...cos tts wat people wanna hear...your music..not how u look, dress...or how expensive your guitar is...i juz realised...on stage..music is everytink...appearance..would be a plus point...eheh..and stage presence and entertainment value is essential...hehe..budding performers...some tips here..

hehe..every ZI outing..sure got crap quotes and the stupid things that we do...ehheeh...too much la yesterday..not gonna elaborate...you guys prolly wun appreciate...it's a ZI thing...it's how we bond..ehheh...chemistry...tts how we get a tight sound on stage...thanks guys..you're superb man!! the best band in the local scene man..(soon la...we're reaching there ledi...step by step k?)

alrite la...i guess u all muz be bored aft reading about my music life...i'll stop jabber 101 now..take care k...i'll catcha around..if ur having emotional confusion...try some music...cos music heals your soul...music's part of life.. =D ciaoz..

hiz...wassup..

heh..my bass rox as usual..everytink's juz soo soo smooth...jazz smooth...*grinz* jamming was fantastic man....room 3s kewl la...sound is good...amps are fantastic..woohoo...Goliath...superb...

2dae super crap dae la...out the whole freaking dae...out on music business...kinda disappointed in myself la...was a bit sleepy..so during accoustic practice...din haf much inspiration to come up wif immediate bassline...my hearing goes haywire la when im sleepy..can't even recognise correct note...bah..n i call myself a bassist..wth?

juz realised that John Mayer has veri funni n interesting quotes...ehhe..he's eccentric man..yet kewl!! heh..maybe ZI shud haf a quote book too...we say the weirdest shit at the weirdest moments la...i guess the largest contributor is Jueyi la...haiyo Jueyi...u n ur quotes la...24/7 one...hehe...

well...it's crap post now...kinda lost touch on posting ledi..like no inspiration liddat le...so sorri...budden...a little bit of randomness is kewl izn't it? hehe..keeps ur mind moving...

aiyah..wadeva la...here's one stupid quote from Wei Sheng todae...dunno y todae he so crap ar...
erm...to all papa roach fans...im sorri if we kinda jacked ur songs...and to all smokers...u can contact Wei Sheng at his email..which i think u can get at his blog...and his blog link is in my links page...wic is the 3rd heart below...which i muz click on..and wait for the page to load..b4 clicking on his link...yea...