Dear all

I am SUTRISNO BIN KROMAINO, and i am proud to be from PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE'S 6th STUDENTS' COUNCIL despite all the negative feedback that has been unleased these past few days.

To whoever who dislikes SC for one reason or another, i urge you to be SPECIFIC and DETAILED about what you dun like abt us. A simple sentence like "SC sucks" or "I HATE SC" is simply not enuf for us to analyse our problem. It's an irony that when we falter, we are expected to analyse WHY? and WHAT could haf been done? but when there are feedbacks against us, ppl go scot free with mindless one-liners as mentioned above.

my question to anti-sc members is, what is ur purpose of criticizing us? if your intention is to challenge us, if your intention is sincere in wanting us to improve and serve the college better, boost college image, bring every1 closer together, then yes, please, I WANT!! I NEED!! all your feedbacks. man we'll forever be PIONEERS till the day we die man...good on you if you want the college to improve, i await your responses.

If you criticize SC for the sake of doing so, to kill time, or if you criticize SC because you freaking dislike me...then i PITY you! I symphatize with your plight. Ladies and gentlemen, i am not frustrated, not the least bit angry. Nah, life's too short to be angry about this petty issue. Im sad, disappointed that Pioneers haf this attitude, hatred and vengeance within. You tell us that you dislike us when we're about to end our office. what good timing ppl..hurrah..bravo...n if you criticize us hoping to taunt us, demoralize us...im telling you..it's not working..cos im not the least bit disabled by your comments. Im energized, driven and motivated...thank you all for the boost in energy.

We took up this role, not becoz of popularity, money, fame, girls...wadeva shit. We took up the role of SC for one reason and one reason onli, we want to make a difference to the college, we wanna improve the environment of the college. Yes, mayb we haven't been doing a good job, fine, i respect your opinion on that, i thank you for your feedback. Mayb you couldn't realli relate to us as SC...okay..we're kewl w tat and we're sorry that you think we're a bit off...we realli are...we hope that our successors dun make the same mistakes as us.

Time and time again, we asked for feedback...NOTHING!! i remembered clearly, we held a dialougue, and at the end of the dialogue, we asked for feedback regarding SC..hell!! there were no teachers around and nobody spoke up!!! for one it's not easy to evaluate ourselves w/o external evaluation, apparently, nobody commented on anything. and 2-3 months later, KABOOM!!! it's all on the blogs...on TAGBOARDS...all under nicknames.

the worst part is, all are mindless 1-liners which barely helps at all. If i may, i wud use "no substance". it's like answering an essay qn with onli your stand, w/o having reasons to back up ur stand/thesis. Im nt saying tt im offended, im not. I wud appreciate if you feedback on wat we should haf done or wat we done wrong.

People, we are trying...alrite...trying...fine, we're not some 6-star council like in SA or RJ or AC...we're nowhere there!!! but we're TRYING to attain such standards and definitely it can't happen within a year, it's a collective effort of many many councils....

thruout council term, we in SC have never bragged about wat we've done...we've nv bragged openly about the effort we put in. n i dun tink that the 6th council is arrogant. so i dun c why you need to be so hostile in criticizing us. as felicia mentioned...you hurt, we hurt, we're humans. If you regard as some robots or superhumans, im sorry, we aren't and im nt gonna pretend like i am.

So please, be objective in your feedback. This entry is not to jack anyone. I tink it's time i let my feelings out, for i have kept it within me for an awfully long time. and i say again, i really appreciate all feedback regarding anyting and everytink...but please, be SPECIFIC AND DETAILED. if you refuse to be objective, it juz goes to show that you want to taunt and demoralize us, not to mention provoke us. We're not in SC for personal glory. We're not in SC for any shit glory...if there's any glory that i gained from SC, is the glory of knowing very very wonderful ppl. The glory of knowing that all of us are forever learning frm one another, the glory of teamwork, camaraderie. the glory of bleeding, sweating and tearing together.

so, if you have any other feedback, think thru it the whole month, and approach me during my breaks or whenever. We'll have a sit..i'll treat you to a drink and we'll talk things over. Tt'll be more beneficial than juz tagging under some nick.

Once again, Im SUTRISNO BIN KROMAINO, from PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE of CLASS 05S08 and am PROUD TO BE PJC's 6TH STUDENTS' COUNCILLOR.


"the glory of bleeding
sweating and
tearing together
i'll nv forget tt 6sc...
thk you!"

argh damn it la....it's sum kind of karma man...aiyah..but i dun blame it...can't haf everytink perfect rite?heheh..argh!!!!

i've got just 3 words

Shoulda....Coulda.....Woulda

f***.

Oh, chariot
Your golden waves
Are walking down upon this place
Oh, Chariot
I'm singing out loud
To guide me
Give me your..strength

walaueh!!!!

wah..have been taking the east west line to and fro from jurong east...fuwah!!
it's a blooody jungle man...singaporeans are social animals. nv let ppl alight one hor...only care about their bloody seats and freaking asses!!! draw the yellow line oso no use...

and sometimes got people go lean against the handle loh...eh brudder the handle meant to hold..not lean..u lean, then no more space wat...dumb dumb lei!!

looks like Singaporeans haven't evolved yet eh? still barbaric, selfish and such. PUI!!! 1st world country, yeah rite...citizens are definitely not first world..not even up my ***

and thats my food for thought for today...cheeeerios!! =D

Inspired but ................................................

should coulda woulda...damn it..y does it always happen?

i didn't dare
i had
i didn't capitalize
i didn't stand out, stand up
i didn't lead

still feel like crap. i could have done all the things mentioned above...but i didn't. I left it hanging, i left it incomplete. I could have completed and made a blast, but i didn't convert the chance.

had a bullet shot through my head, thru my heart. is it juz me playing mind games on my own? wat he said made sense la really...why didn't i? qn keeps ringing within me. im suppose to harness people's energy BUT! well...buts buts and more buts, coulda shoulda woulda, why didn't i? why didn't i? it's too late la su.

My confidence went rock bottom, and it's still rock bottom rite now. din even haf the courage to look at the j2s to intro the campaignees on the ramp. i owe it to em.

gotta ask myself, do they really care at all? are they even bothered at all? time and time again, this society fails to fully serve. 6 years...and still haven't reach the mark. sooo many opportunities and we missed.

i know i should juz live and learn la, but it's hard knowing that you could've done something but u didn't. It's right under my bloody nose and i simply didn't do anitink because why? i didn't dare...i was too afraid...damn me!

in less than a month, i will move on to a new chapter in life. A chapter with one less commitment. but can't help feeling guilty la. I hope succ can learn from wat i didn't do. I hope succ will start doing what i didn't do. I hope they will be the one who will remove the stigma against this society and for once, really gather genuine support from the majority.

man, someone please guide and enlighten me. I juz feel like turning back time and correct the wrong. aah wells, according to Einstein, it's not possible to time travel at all...damn! time to move on su, recover fast and move on. Like wat a perfect acquaintance said , "Live and Learn"...yeah..live and learn..........