the past few days bumming around, made me think of nonsense.

i love my freedom, independence...i really do. but everyday, i somehow feel i'm becoming very self- centered. everything i do now, is solely for myself and i've barely considered contributing to anybody else around me. not even emotionally.

been pretty much free since early in my childhood. free to experiment with ways. nobody to tell me what's proper and what's not. free to discover and self-teach(?). rit now, i probably care more about study, work, money more than i do for family. i actually rather work my ass off somewhere than to attend a family gathering. feels good to be on my own, but after a while, guilt sets in.

ideal solution: slap myself and bring myself down to ground
better solution: or not?

hmm..let's see...wat random tots are on my mind now....

well...I truly enjoyed watching "Mona Lisa Smile" couple of hours ago. the ad gave me the impression it was boring...but hey...i ended up enjoying it. the ending...intense..for me at least...

and another ad disturbed me truly, since a few yrs back...it's the nonsensical Refrigerator with the "LAD Sunlight". Guess what brand.

if my bio knowledge didn't fail me, i dun think vege are able to photosynthesize if you cut off their nutrient supply(i.e their roots?). so why in the world would it make a damn diff if your fridge has "sunlight" to maintain photosynthesis. i think it's a gimmick...not fooling me...wat a loser ad.

hey hey you you!

commuters must learn that the handrails in mrt are not to be leaned on. if u lean on the damn thing then it defeats the purpose of planting the damn rail there bitches. fucking irritating.

hmm...19 actual days left before im un-leashed. finally the day is coming.

at the strt of the year, i told myself i was never gonna countdown my days to freedom...but hey with 19 actual days left (which means, there are much less work days) wat the heck rite?

with the birthdays coming up....and gathering of old, and new frens...wat better way to celebrate post 19 days...ahha

bummer bummer...back to camp..

2 wks confinement..grrr...nonetheless...90% lepak
and prolly that occasional 10% stir shit everywhere attitude.

Ahh...Happy 2009....time to get used to writing "09" now...

thank god for the pretty long weekend...at least a bit of buffer before reality of work kicks in again.
start of a new year, yea yipee...but start of many shit to come as well.

like every new year, bound to be shit tossed into the fan. it's a matter of time that it splats onto you...

Happy New Year anyway..ciaoz..