woo! had netball match in the morning..it's Owens Intra-house netball tournament...

heheh...damn kewl, damn refreshing...initially, it wuz suppose to be a competition la, where winner will get movie tix...and boy...05S08 was realli realli eyeing the movie tix...hehehe..but in the end, some team back out...lalala...then in the end played for recreation loh....but it's ok la...damn fun...i dun mind this thing being a monthly Owens thing.

aaah wells...we were strong on the court...hehe...shit attack was damn fast...freak...heheh...played GK and GD for different matches...juz damn fun la...lotsa running...there's even once the ball slipped from my hand, damn embarrassing...super embarrassing....but wat the hell...

nutin much happened today la, onli netball, wanted to go town to get new Pioneer shirt, den decided...to lazy ba...so stayed home and had a long nap from 1pm til now...=D

wonder wat im gonna do nexT? heheh...let's live by the minute yea...ciaoz!!

soon, i'll be making a transition in my life..

had a gm on wed... juz realised that term in council juz freaking flashed before me. at one go. Mr Tong mentioned, "in a few weeks time, your duties will be over" sumtink along tt line la. It kinda struck me hard tho...in fact veri hard...

my heart dropped for a few milliseconds. it pains me slightly to know that i nit to move on, move out of council sooner or later. i feel i need to contribute more. i feel that i haven't done enuf, for the college, for the councillors, n for myself. all i have now is a couple of weeks to ensure that the "revolution" and "success" of 6th SC will be improved upon.

and it just hit me, that the passion in me is burning stronger than ever before. It's weird. I didn't have this much burning when i took on office. But when im ending, im kinda slightly more motivated. if onli this had started since the start, perhaps i would haf viewed things from a diff angle. mayb a more fresher angle than i did, this past one year (mayb slightly less?) but it sux la..knowing that i could have contributed more...

coulda woulda shoulda rite? wats done is done. all i can do now is look ahead. as much as im sad to "leave" i wun consider this as an end. i refuse to. i prefer looking at it as "moving on" rather than "ending" or "leaving". technically, we never really "end" things in life...it's juz moving on....yea..tt sounds kewl rite? moving on...think it's a positive outlook.

mayb for me, it's not a matter of juz "moving on". In fact, it is TIME to move on Su.

oh well, in case i dun realli blog that often, let me juz say this...

I learnt a lot in SC. Most of the stuff, I taught myself..i wonder how..yea but i did. Mayb this is like "learn on the job kinda thing eh?" and most of some other stuff...i learn from everyone else, teachers, friends, people in general. and i tink it's a gr8 opportunity. well, i hope the councillors learnt something being a councillor. i hope i've succeeded in making council meaningful for 'em. it'll b sad if i hadn't...cos i feel tt i haven't.

lotsa thoughts in my head, you prolly wun understand if i lay it in words. It's ok then. Let's all look forward to the future. To some of us, it may seem bleak, but trust me, it'll all be alright. We direct our own lives. So long we know where to go, it'll be alright.

my 2 cents worth, take it if you want to, leave it here if you tink it's mindless. i'll c u around...take care..

ps: i've got a new customized note book! thanks wei sheng! you're the best man. Not gonna use it though...i shud keep that for university and use it den. =D

POP proved its point!!!


competition at BATTLE OF THE BANDS:BRING IT ON went on smooth ydae..the organisation was good. hehe...and it's been quite some time that we had fun on stage...obviously crowd didn't really appreaciate our music la..but the judges did!! eheh...

got 5th spot...not bad la...im contented..kekeke...and we learnt a lot la yesterdae..techniques...arrangement..and ppl were veri frenly... so yeah..it's a kewl experience..

gonna take a break now..work on our new songs. gonna work to make them catchy, now that we've got a breakthrough in our techniques =D

man..tts all from me now i guess...take care everyone! catcha around! =D

heh..Mr. A-Z's geek in pink is very addictive...woo..another creative output by the Mraz man...he never fails to produce man...sounds kinda indie somehow...juz me i guess..

had a gig yesterday in the morning...oh my god!! totally screw up la by me...i missed quite a no. of notes...my fingers cramped up man...shit hole...and stupid monitors not working la...had to strain my ears to listen to guitars and vocals..blast!!!

but im happy to say we're unique man!! guess we'll forever be the onli indie-pop band around...yeah...super sparkle yea...hehe...aahwells..results will be out nxt wk...not realli hopeful tho...would be glad to scrape into the finals...

and i better head to the toilet's hand-dryer before my performance...if stiff again ah..wah dunno wat to say la...

went gear hunting yesterdae...kinda dissapointed, not much options tho...but yea..saw something tt caught my eye, juz hope that it'll be there a lil longer...heh...the weeks coming..looks like it'll juz be another week..

and i juz found out ppl in the college are freaking cowards who dun dare voice out...ask for feedback keep quiet...but behind our backs bloody complain about wat we do...shit u all..freaking cowards!! but it's ok..i understand...losers are like dat...they want us to improve but prefer to bitch instead of being constructive...nvm la...totalli understand your calibre...super duper low...

ok..take care peeps...ciaoz!!

"yesterday was the first time i actualli crapped on stage!!
wif my band!!!"