soon, i'll be making a transition in my life..

had a gm on wed... juz realised that term in council juz freaking flashed before me. at one go. Mr Tong mentioned, "in a few weeks time, your duties will be over" sumtink along tt line la. It kinda struck me hard tho...in fact veri hard...

my heart dropped for a few milliseconds. it pains me slightly to know that i nit to move on, move out of council sooner or later. i feel i need to contribute more. i feel that i haven't done enuf, for the college, for the councillors, n for myself. all i have now is a couple of weeks to ensure that the "revolution" and "success" of 6th SC will be improved upon.

and it just hit me, that the passion in me is burning stronger than ever before. It's weird. I didn't have this much burning when i took on office. But when im ending, im kinda slightly more motivated. if onli this had started since the start, perhaps i would haf viewed things from a diff angle. mayb a more fresher angle than i did, this past one year (mayb slightly less?) but it sux la..knowing that i could have contributed more...

coulda woulda shoulda rite? wats done is done. all i can do now is look ahead. as much as im sad to "leave" i wun consider this as an end. i refuse to. i prefer looking at it as "moving on" rather than "ending" or "leaving". technically, we never really "end" things in life...it's juz moving on....yea..tt sounds kewl rite? moving on...think it's a positive outlook.

mayb for me, it's not a matter of juz "moving on". In fact, it is TIME to move on Su.

oh well, in case i dun realli blog that often, let me juz say this...

I learnt a lot in SC. Most of the stuff, I taught myself..i wonder how..yea but i did. Mayb this is like "learn on the job kinda thing eh?" and most of some other stuff...i learn from everyone else, teachers, friends, people in general. and i tink it's a gr8 opportunity. well, i hope the councillors learnt something being a councillor. i hope i've succeeded in making council meaningful for 'em. it'll b sad if i hadn't...cos i feel tt i haven't.

lotsa thoughts in my head, you prolly wun understand if i lay it in words. It's ok then. Let's all look forward to the future. To some of us, it may seem bleak, but trust me, it'll all be alright. We direct our own lives. So long we know where to go, it'll be alright.

my 2 cents worth, take it if you want to, leave it here if you tink it's mindless. i'll c u around...take care..

ps: i've got a new customized note book! thanks wei sheng! you're the best man. Not gonna use it though...i shud keep that for university and use it den. =D