hey, do you ever get this feeling that you dun wanna wake up for school, or mayb dun feel like gg sch at all for that day? or mayb for the week? but when u actualli get ur ass up and head to sch, and meet ur frens, things get better and ur day in sch ain't tt bad for you?

i've kinda lost my purpose in heading for college daily. i mean seriously. the routine is getting to me. i finally feel like a broken record playing the same song over again (mayb once in a while, some decides to change songs or sumtink). i pass every week, i live juz to look forward to the weekends. the weekends are all that i look forward to in a week. n tt sux la, 'living for the weekend', so uninteresting eh?

i bet it doesn't onli happen for school, i mean for work too i guess. for many, i guess it's the same routine day in day out, hoping to punch out at 5pm, maybe 8pm with OT. mayb looking forward for the weekend. some ppl dun even haf the option to rest.

is this how life's suppose to be? i keep telling myself life's great, life's colourful. 18 years, it's basically the same thing. juz tt, as years passed, things advanced, tts all. but seems to me the principle of living life is the same, like a repeating record player.

how i wish I could make my life more interesting. mayb time is all i need. yeah, time....tts the key i suppose.

anyway, i've made a rather interesting observation recently. i noe some of you might be rather skeptical of the service quality in Singapore. but personally, i think it's improving quite a fair bit. i mean seriously. at least my recent experiences in retail outlets have been rather pleasant. juz recently, went to a store. they were quite personal (i used quite cos there're still rm for improvements, hee) n i guess tts gr8. quite easy to communicate w them, tho they're quite intimidating la. but of course, as a 'poker-faced-customer' i kept my cool, and turned down a couple of offers. guess tt got them slightly panicky, heh, but well, the point is, i can see that they're putting in effort to actualli serve. n that is good. something i haven't realli seen for the past few yrs.

and even svc in the public transport, getting better. bus drivers are way more friendlier now. they're more than willing to help u when ur in need of direction help. juz few weeks ago, there's this driver who actualli notified an 'unsure passenger' about the stop and i tink tts great. and these are 2 of the many experiences that i had the past few months.

i guess it's time that we kinda show some faith in the policies in our country. the service industry is improving. i guess all that's left are the general courtesy of Singaporeans. now that, needs a lot more polishing. yeah, many of you noe im realli against rude behaviour in public. juz hope that more ppl will be more aware of their actions and the impact of their actions on others.(especially when boarding public transport). not saying tt im perfect, but juz gotta realise that the world doesn't revolve around an individual.

im realli beginning to worry about my future. im juz afraid that the industry that i wanna work in will be like saturated n there's like no more vacancy for me. n then i've to look at the prospect of going and staying abroad. the future isn't very far ahead. if i dun think abt it now, then 5 years later, i'll find myself wandering around.

hah! finally, got tt off my chest, wanted to blog earlier, but damn server error. so yea.

i guess tts enuf content fer now. c ya around. take care!