wahey hey hey hey hey!! man saturday was a pretty good day. was kinda happy like bird liddat.

anyway, tot it was gonna be bad..but hey....different kinda work with wee bit of extra tips...nyehehhe....financial rewards made my day man...

but that still doesn't chg my fear of going to work every day...into that pressure cooker everyday where evrybody expects you to perform and not make a single minor mistake. darn!

i've lived life w the big picture in mind , not realli bothering about the details that exist. well now, i'm suffering bcoz of the "big picture" decision that i made while growing up becoz it seems to me that details = the big picture. (i still dun tink so sumtimes) but hey ppl can get realli petty.

it's like, evry detail missed is like the end of the world la, forget to clear spoon oso kana screwed, forget a bit of this, kena whack also...haiyoh....i've become fearful liao. confidence slightly lower than usual....

but hey, when you're under a tough management, you learn more and yeah, boy did i learn more. i learned to open my eyes and ear even more to my surroundings and the freaking details. and there's a whole stuff that i learnt here that is valuable. but i still do fear going to work everyday...like i said, it's a pressure cooker, veri intimidating...but hey, im sincere abt my job and im all out to provide good service, so yea, i guess a lil bit of scolding wun hurt me...it's like ego investment for my future...heheh...

but this week, i've been quite deprived of my frens la...yes yes..it's onli been one week, kinda feel the impact of loneliness...had to keep calling Dasen during my 3 hr aftnn break from 3-6...and keep smsing my sis and all. hehehe...thank god Jing came over for a visit during one of my breaks. and weirdly, she bought chocs, hmmm... but hey, thanks dudiez!!

well, will be resting for 2 days, b4 i enter the cooker again...at this rate, dun think i'll b able to blog abt prom ba...nyehehhe....

but hey, tho it's a cooker, FnB line is cool for me man. it's harsh now, but when i get the hang of it, i guess i'll get the hang of life too yea? PR and stuff...so yea, it's good time investment. sumtimes, work isn't onli for money yea? we all shud work to earn and learn...and nt juz to earn.

and those who says being a waiter/server is a menial job...try it out man...becoz not every1 is cut to be in the service industry...bleah!!

alrite ppeeps...take care yea? muacks!