total diff phase of my life...juz a few months back, i used to live for the future...everytink i do is due to planning for whats to come.

rite now, seems like im back down to simple living. learning to live by the day these few weeks, juz waiting for things to happen and hoping everytink will be just fine.

but hey, im cool with being in NS. i get to do what i think i couldn't do and to a certain extent i get to do what i've always wanted to do...like stuff in combat training...kinda fun.

n i've definitely met frens whom i can clique with...but mayb i tink i mite b a wee bit too selective in socialising...

in any case, damn i miss school so much. i realli juz can't wait to get into Uni like 2 yrs from now. NUS vs NTU, i haven't made my choice. I've been doing my survey it's like research vs hands on and prolly est vs upcoming....but something's telling me to head towards NTU. i dunno why. i've always wanted to go to NUS but now my tendencies are towards NTU. grrr, dilemma....

i've already taken up one week to think abt this in camp...i shud prolly give myself another day to decide yea...

and ooh wow, i wanna get myself a sweater man...but can't find any nice and cheap ones...budgeted at 45 bux i shud realli hunt for that dream sweater...heh..

i mite be going out later, mite not....im realli nt too sure, but in any case, i'll just enjoy the fact that im back to being a civilian now...for a day more..so yea...cheers to civilianship...i'll c ya guys around...ciaoz!